In the past, I nv had a round light red mark on my chest.
But suddenly it pop out from no where. Not painful. Nthing. Maybe I
keep too many things in heart It bth and force out a red mark
warning me! Haha. Back to cultivation, for the few days, did 1x wqx
in my Sis Hse. Feel tht the tiger is really doing the king fu
style, the rest is normal. Not much strong feeling in the bear.
When I’m in my own cannot do wqx but substitute with gyfm/gx white
light. Duration about 15 to 20mins.
Red mark
Back to block
Hi all, long time no blog… Was very busy with current work. Everyday work til 8/9 plus. Very stress. Occasionally got call from work in the middle of the night. Off day also they disturb me. 钱难赚阿！。 Currently, alot of things going through overhead. Quite stress at times at work and at home… As what Shi fu say about law of attraction. I am trying to think positively to attract more positive energy.. Maybe this is a stage for me to learn and go through. Take it as a training in life ba.
For cultivation, I must admit that I was not a good student… Before learning wqx, I only did 2-3 times gyfm a week. But because my dad was sleeping in my room also not very convenient to do. At times, I will do gyfm even with my dad ard. But the feeling very weird.
Learning wxq
Shifu said wxq is need cultivation to train my body and ling li. Most importantly was to have a healthy body before anything. However, wqx is more inconenient to do at hm with my dad sleeping with me. So I think maybe I will go my Sis Hse more often to do wxq.
update for may
Finally finish my school. Next step in life begins on 7 june. Start working and bonded for 1 year. Heard alot of rumours about the company but bo bian need to serve my bond. I remember shifu said in life, majority percentage of life is in my own hand and decision. Hope i nv make the wrong choice for not studying at this moment.
Saw shi fu and shi mu at coffeeshop. Told me to do GT and gyfm for 1 hr. I remembered he said if my sis and I can do gyfm for 1hr for 1 mth, he will open centre. Feel very motivated but its for my own good. Try to do gyfm but cannot break thru 30mins. Chest feel uncomfortable. Qi bu tong.
Then today I try to use alarm and managed to do 45mins. The chest did not feel uncomfortable anymore. Will try again tomorrow to see if my qi tong liao. Will increase the time gradually and hopefully can hit 1 hr and consistent at least 1 mth.
Missed those times cultivating together. At least I know that shi fu did not give up on us. Maybe the time is not ripe…….
April update
It has been about one mth since i blogged. Was very busy with school work and preparing for the final count down. Exam going now and down with 3 more papers and a final presentation before I say goodbye to school life.
Cultivation
Did gyfm for 10-20mins but i know i need to do 30mins. Trying my best. 1 week got skipped about 1 – 2 time or none. Sometimes see bright light sometimes dun have but discover that if I focus, then i can see the bright light. But the bright light like can move, sometimes coming from the left, sometimes coming from the right. Sometimes filled my whole vision, sometimes small then gradually filled my whole vision. When doing gfym, body will shakes a little and move. Sometimes move until like DG(sitting position, control the movement and focus on the chanting again. Sometimes head tile up mouth open.
DG: 2 times at home. Feel energy flow to both palms (warm feeling).
Managed to do full sop about 5-7 times. However when travelling to and fro sch will chant out the SOP to refrain from forgetting. Sometimes only chant OMPH or heart sutra.
Update
20 days of vetegetrian had past. Surpisingly, I dun feel the urged for meat. Just that the food I ate is almost the same everyday. 80 more days to go… As for my studies, I decided to start work first instead of further studies. Need to take a break. At least, I can still study later if I want.
Did gyfm for 15-30mins ( got skip 1 or 2 days) – When doing gyfm, I think I saw while white light but cannot really confirm. Sometimes, it feel like something inside my body want to come out, forcing me to vomit. But I did not vomit, just some gases coming out from my mouth.
DG – there was one day I could feel the heat on both of my palms. Subsequently, sometimes can feel, sometimes cannot feel.
Purification starts!
Very busy nowadays rushing alot of assignments. Decided to stop awhile and update my blog.
My 100 days of vege starts on the sunday. Shifu ask me to eat vege for 100 days. I not sure of the exact reason but i think to clear my karma. Up til now, 5 days had past, 95 days more to go…. Should be able to accomplished. In addition to my purification, i also need to do 30mins of gyfm everyday. Wooooo. Last but not least….. i clocked my 900 malas of OMPH. Sense of satisfaction!.
GYFM-20 to 30mins but yesterday too tired.. did only 10mins. Head feel numb numb like got energy field around the head.
DG – stretching of my body.
CNY update
Nowadays school work very busy… alot of reports to rush. Very tired…. hopefully can soong soong graduate.
Did gyfm for 10-20 mins ( not everyday but almost) – can feel some force pressing down my crown charka. sometime have sometime dun have. Chest area sometime pain sometime dun pain.
DG – one time on the tuesday after gyfm – not much action with the fire hand sign then my fingers start to move.
homework – OMPH left with about 70 malas. finishing soon….. YES Ar~
做人很辛苦
I remembered a lesson when shifu say: if u nv feel the hardship in being a man, it is very difficult to attain enlightenment. I personally feel that being a 人 is really hard but at least at the same time you have try to accept what had happened and really learn to let go. However, its easy to say but difficult to achieve.
Being your true self is one way to see things clearly, at least when people see that the way you behave is incorrect, they can point to you and you can change internally and not just the external. However, at times, people always say “this is me” and do not wish to change. If you dont change, u will affect those people around you in many ways. At the same time, you cannot always change to accomodate others too much. If you do that, you will lose your true self.
Everything must have a balance. You cannot be too timid and you cannot be too courageous. You cannot be too BO chap and you cannot be too over-processive. You cannot be too good and you cannot be too bad. Whatever it is everything must have a balance. Just like karma, what you had done bad in the past will come back.
Family,siblings, friends and your love ones also form a unknown pressure pressing you down as you grow older. Work or study pressure and many more. But you have to learn how to overcome them and proceed on. Normal fortune teller when see my ba zi will say I got 和尚命 but shi fu say I might not be. But come to think of that, being a monk might not be a bad idea, no pressure at all and can concentrate on my cultivation but at least the responsibility for my parents until they are gone must be fulfiled first.
做人真的很辛苦
Another Dragon nite!
Last week I was wondering if anyone can heal my back. This week my wish came true. HAHA. Yong sheng came beating me on my back and the feeling was shiok lor! dragon king say the row i was sitting at got 5 dragons circulating us. But i dunno wat the dragon was doing but im sure its something very good. Heard shi fu talking about the MRT in singapore which has anger the earth dragon. If anything happen to singapore, I hope that the amount of people affected be minimal.
DG at playground today. right hand carrying something and leading me to walk ard and ard in circular manner. cant seem to know where he want me to go. WHen approaching someone, I tot my target was him but then the force make me walk away when i was near the person. COntinue from alot of time. But in the end, I walked to ah di and the force keep making me to walk ard ah di. I think ah di was the person I was finding. Told ah di I think i got thing to give him. Then he just take. Tot my so call “mission” finished but then my ling want me to ja chi ah di. when transferring the energy, both of my hand shake vigorously. Half way thru the ja chi, shi fu came and ask us to rest.
Learning Progress
DG @ playground on sunday, did tiger fist but after awhile my ling want me to spin. Then spin to the lower ground. I cannot tahan liao so rest awhile. When i continued to DG, no more tiger fist, left hand no move like holding something, right hand keep moving. Then back to tiger fist again. Shi fu asked me, kelvin and organic to synchronise then blast white light to the dragon ladies. Feel my ling trying to blast energy. Very tired. Ah zar very good, communicate with the dragon and give us pill to swollen.
Today, did gyfm awhile with ah zar at da chen temple near her house. Heart charka pain, upper back pain. But after awhile still ok. Did DG at home. Starting my ling warm up the body. then left hand like holding something, right hand moving. The energy make me walk around my hse from living room to my parents room then kitchen and my room. right hand doing movements like drawing something in the air if not trying to shoot energy out. I think the action is trying to cleanse my hse. Maybe my hse energy no good.
Try to do SOP daily if not minimum GYFM. Lack of about 100 malas of OMPH til today.
